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Warrior Maiden

4 in the morning. 

Seems like a good time to watch more Game of Thrones.

I forgot to get a screenshot of her, but my Saints Character this time is a fat, punk, babe. ♥

She basically looks like my Saints the Third Character, only she’s fat and got a haircut.

Ive always wanted to play that game!

Saints Row the Third is hands down my favorite out of the two (so far at least, but I’ve seen the boyfriend play a couple hours of the fourth already and it’s kinda disappointing). 

Forcing myself to do something that normally would be fun and starting up a character on Saints Row IV since all I’ve done is watch the boyfriend play it so far and I loved the third so much.

I had a really awful depressive spell last night and I only finally retired to bed at six in the morning, and then the boyfriend got up an hour later for work, so I slept a while after that. The boyfriend came back at eleven before leaving to his main job at noon and soon after he left is when I had the most fucking terrifying nightmare and when I finally woke up from it I was still completely exhausted and wanted to sleep more but I was scared so I just stayed up. 

After a couple hours I ended up napping on the couch and having another scary dream, though nowhere near as terrifying as the first. 

Nightmares make me afraid to go to sleep.

Ugh. I just spent two hours or so drawing some art for a friend on Gaia and of course right when I finish and refresh the page, she’s changed her avvie. 

-_- I wanna cry a little.

chahakyeonslide sent: all the multiples of nine!! xx

Yikes, math!!! I remember when I was in elementary school nines were the hardest to get the hang of when we were learning multiples!

9. Is confidence cute? 

Confidence is adorable! 

18. The last time you felt broken? 

Probably last night/right now. Depression suck and having to get motivated to send out resumes is even harder to do with it. 

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

I don’t know if I could even imagine a relationship like that. O.o Like, you need giggles in a relationship. Would they even laugh at my jokes? I don’t know if I can have a relationship with someone whom I can’t be immature and joke about farts and getting butt sick from eating lactose with.

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed it? 

At work!!

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

No way. :O

54. Ever eat a pierogi? 

I don’t even know what that is? O.o

63. First concert?

Fleetwood Mac!

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

We never had one! D: I always wanted to be able to be in one ‘cause I’m a top notch speller, and I especially was at a younger age.

81. Tea or coffee?

I don’t like either, actually. :<

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

It’s fab! And honestly, going into a marriage without knowing if you two are sexually compatible is a scary thought to me. Your partner could be a selfish lover or they could be manipulative when it comes to sex or you two could just plain not click in that area and that would be a bummer to discover on your wedding night. Like, of course you can work on some of these things, but wouldn’t you rather know beforehand so you can get everything flowing nicely between the two of you before you get married?

MAKE ME ADMIT STUFF
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
6. What are you excited for?
7. What happened tonight?
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
9. Is confidence cute?
10. What is the last beverage you had?
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
18. The last time you felt broken?
19. Have you had sex today?
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
21. Are you in a good mood?
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
24. What do you want right this second?
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
34. Listening to?
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
38. Who did you last call?
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
44. Do you tan in the nude?
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
47. Who was the last person to call you?
48. Do you sing in the shower?
49. Do you dance in the car?
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
53. Is Christmas stressful?
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
59. Take a vitamin daily?
60. Wear slippers?
61. Wear a bath robe?
62. What do you wear to bed?
63. First concert?
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
65. Nike or Adidas?
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
69. Ever take dance lessons?
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
71. Can you curl your tongue?
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
74. What is your favorite book?
75. Do you study better with or without music?
76. Regularly burn incense?
77. Ever been in love?
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
79. What was the last concert you saw?
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
81. Tea or coffee?
82. Favorite type of cookie?
83. Can you swim well?
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
85. Are you patient?
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
87. Ever won a contest?
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
89. Which are better black or green olives?
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
91. Best room for a fireplace?
92. Do you want to get married?

50 Shades is literally Twilight fan fiction with the names changed so they could legally publish it. Sigh.

lol, ooooh. I was wondering how exactly that worked. So..he’s a vampire too then? Like, is that mentioned in the book? xD

Im so blind, I never found him abusive though

That’s exactly what can be dangerous about books like that, it causes people to glorify the toxic relationship and think that the things that the woman in the book puts up with is normal and healthy when it’s not. :<

Funnily enough, the same goes for the relationship in Twilight, which 50 Shades is supposed to be a fan fic spin off of?